I saw "Requiem For A Dream" last night and it gave me nightmares about teeth grinding and being a junkie.

I have decided that I am not always a good person. I have been a liar more than I want to be over the last few months. It's amazing how once you start saying things, they just kind of spill out and you don't know what is true and what is not. I don't want to be a liar anymore. I want to be authentic.

I also think I have the flu. My stomach fell out yesterday and I feel like I have a fever. And my nose is still stuffy. At least it is sunny out.